Stop of Dream..

I don't regret

Because it the only wat for us to forget the memories

Sometimes we just have to let some things go.

but the memories between us will become my story

I Love you

There's people talking

They talk about me

They know my name

They think they know everything

But they don't know anything

About me

Play me a record

Forget what they say

I try to make it happen

Try to make it all right

I know I make mistakes

I'm living life day to day

It's never really easy

But it's ok

Everybody makes mistakes

Everybody has those days

Everybody knows what, what? I'm talkin? 'bout

Everybody gets that way

Sometimes I'm in a jam

No way to know for sure

I figure out a cure

Nobody's perfect

I gotta work it

What’t the point of lovin’ someone ?

One chance to keep from falling

30 aka 31 / oct / 2010 ( last day )

Since..

We tend to fall in love the same way we get sick,
without wanting to, without believing it,
against our will & unable to defend ourselves.
And then we lose love exactly the same way.

Always tell someone how
you feel. Even if it's hard.
Because opportunities are lost in
the blink of an eye but regret
can last for a lifetime.

we laugh too hard. we are way to loud.
and we make complete fools of ourselves,
but doing it together is what
makes us best friends.

drink to all that we have lost
mistakes that we have made
everything will change
love remains the same

I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons.
And maybe we'll never know most of them.
But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from,
we can still choose where we go from there.
We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.

And when you kissed me that night, I couldn't help but think...
this is exactly what I have waited for my whole life.

Have you ever really cried for someone
more than you wanted to?
Have you ever tried to love him in spite of all the pain?
Will you keep on loving him, even though
he's whispering someone else’s name?

28.10.2010/29.10.2010 ( sick + sad )

Which Way ?

We were standing in an empty room

The moonlight was falling

You were holding my hand when the car pulled up for you

And I could have spent a life with you

But those days were over

You were calling my name when your face faded from view

And wasn't it you who told me the sun would always chase the day

Angels fly in the air tonight

Saying wasn't it just like swimming out on the lake?

And stars collide and the air's alive

Or was it just like those promises that you made

On our last night?

I remember waking up with you

The days doing nothing

You meant more to me then than I think you ever knew.

I hope the world never tore that out of you

Cause wasn't it you who told me the sun would always chase the day

Yeah wasn't it you who told me:

And what ever happened to the things you loved

I was waving as you drove away

The sunlight was falling

on our last night

26 Oct 2010

SOS

Rakyat Malaysia mengatakan TAK NAK kepada Menara Warisan 100-tingkat yang memakan kos RM 5,000,000,000 yang dicadangkan oleh PM Najib Razak dalam Bajet 2011.

Malaysians saying no to the RM5-Billion 100-storey Mega Tower proposed by PM Najib in the 2011 budget. Malaysia needs better education, better health care, better public transportation, safer neighbourhood, cleaner water, but not taller building. We dont need another white elephant!

Malaysia perlukan pendidikan, perubatan dan pengangkutan awam yang lebih baik, jiran-tetangga yang lebih selamat, air yang lebih berish, dan bukannya bangunan yang lebih tinggi.

Kita tidak perlukan seekor lagi gajah putih yang membazikan wang rakyat jelata.

Wahai, saudara-saudari warga Malaysia sekalian, biar kita bersatu tak mengira kaum, agama, budaya, bahasa, pendirian politik, geografi atau kelas. Biar kita bersatu dan membela nasib sendiri.

Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

"No Mega Tower! This is a national unity movement!"

Malaysians of all ethnic, religious, linguistic, cultural, partisan, geographical and class backgrounds are coming together for once.

It is all about humanity, the earth and its worth. Rejecting this idea only proves that we know the better ways to help people with RM5 Billion and that we still care about our land and its condition. We only have 1 earth... and we have too many people who need help.

Proudly Malaysian WITHOUT the Mega Tower

http://www.facebook.com/NoMegaTower

Malaysia aredy have KL Tower and KLCC..

why still need build more tower..

save our earth

say no to TOWER..

SAVE OUR MOTHER EARTH !!

SAVE OUR MONEY !!

EVERY 10CENT can help 1 kid ..

24/10 aka 25/10 /2010

Colour Full wit Love..

I wonder how I ever made it through a day

How did I settle for the world in shades of gray

When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same

And you don't know why

And I looked into your eyes

Where the road stretched out in front of me

And I realized

Looks like I made a mess again

Heartbreak everywhere I step

I'm not jealous but I won't lie

I don't want to hear about your wonderful life

It's probably all my fault, all my fault

Even sicker of pretending

Fairy tales from so long ago

Save them for someone that's not smart enough to know

I miss the way we used to be :(

I'm sorry

I didn't mean to say those word..

It's unfair how you're tried every

single thing to show how you care for a person

and yet when you make a single mistake,

they'll see you as worthless

Whats worse ?

When there truly are no more words left to say.

i had your kiss

i had your hug

i had your love

you had my kiss

you had my hug

you had my love

but why must forget it ?

23 October 2010

30more day more STPM

Soon but Not Ending..

Did I grow up according to plan?

Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?

Cuz it hurst when you disapprove all doing

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

Now it's just too late and

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

All the days you spend with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back

I can't believe it's hard

Just to talk to you

Cuz you don't understand

Time is less until no time can remember all the memory when the next day sun is coming.

I wish i can remember all the sweet memory and forget the sadness memory.

Studying and studying even is hurt i will keep hurt myself for you.

Almost 1year 6month i at Tunku Abdul Rahman College

i gain, i learn, i follow and i wish i can take more then what i and bring you along.

Pencil : sori :(

Eraser : y ?

Pencil : bcoz everytime i make a mistake, u lose a part of u

Eraser : Oh, u shouldn’t be so sad about that and wori it.

In a matter of fact

I was made for u N wen i’m gone,

U can still find some1 who’s gonna do d same.

21/10/2010 aka 22/10/2010 ( pendrive missing T_T")

Touch the Missing Memory

I've never gone with the wind

Just let it flow

Let it take me where it wants to go

Till you open the door

There's so much more

I've never seen it before

I was trying to fly

But I couldn't find wings

Then you came along

And you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground

Spin me around

You make me crazier, crazier

Feels like I'm falling and I

I'm lost in your eyes

Funny how songs brings back old memories

and

bring back how you felt that moment that made the song especial

I know, but u dun care,

You let me feel lonely again

Even though pain is the only i can gain

The reason’s fading

I know it’ going to hurt myself when you walk out of the door

But i swear it’s going to hurt me even more

Nite of 20/10/10 ( 3week i still waiting you )

Drop for Hope..

Darkness of nite will become clam when the moon light is shoot on something lost.

When you clear to look about it, you will know what i mean of it.

Life not so easy like cloud can fly over here and there.

No people will know what will happen on the next day.

When i look at the cloud are moving slow, i feel the time is pass.

Could we change the fact of it. our life is climb, i almost see it but i miss it.

No people will know what i am trying to do and i keep trying and trying until you feel i am around you.

Right now I feel invisible to you

Like I'm not real

Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?

Why'd you turn away?

Here's what I have to say

I was left to cry there

Waitin' outside there

That's when I decided

When I was scared

I was so alone

You, you need to listen

When you turn around

Can you recognize my face?

You used to love me

You used to hug me

I was left to cry there

Cryin' out loud

I'm cryin' out, loud

Cryin' out loud

I'm cryin' out

Open your eyes

Open up wide

We're not goin' anywhere

I guess what i am doing is what i want to do.

I will keep waiting of you.

Because i still love you.

Reflash Our Memory

Since today 18/10

1 month left for me in Setapak.

I din know what mean of the feel. Until today, i still miss of you, really pain when keep lie myself but i know you won care about me anymore. I dunno what you mind is thinking. Until today until now, i still remember of our memory, very hard to 4get it. I wish i the virus can eat all my data but its fail because i still love you.

I wish i still can give you the feel you missing it. I really try my heart to find out what is the problem but maybe is too late.

my sick still around me

only you can cure about it

Here's the thing we started off friend

It was cool but it was all pretend

You dedicated you took the time

Wasn't long till I called you mine

And all you'd ever hear me say

Is how I pictured me with you

That's all you'd ever hear me say

Thanks to you

Now I get

What I want

I even fell for that stupid love song

I just wanna be with you

I guess you never felt that way

You had your chance you blew it

Out of sight, out of mind

Shut your mouth I just can't take it

Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight

I know that I've got issues

Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

I really shouldn't miss you

But I can't let you go

If there are 1000 steps between us, you only need to take the 1st step

The i will take the remaining 999 steps toward you

Your trying to get me back is only

Succeeding in pushing me even fyrther away

No longer remember your name

Thank you for let me forget it

How did we go from “ i love you “ to not being able to look at one another

What’s the point of lovin someone

This time was different

Felt like i was just a victim

You know, i’ve come to realize something about you

Our heart has its own way of saying

“ im miss you”

Would you One of Them

I know no effort to find compared to find you

If you can’t find a better image for the sake of the game again with the self-deception

Together we will need the courage to surrender

Is only then that we do not believe they fell in love

I, you had a dream I wish you more joy

Love you, and know that this argument

Love is no need to get together after numerous scattered

I, like life, never too far away but also do not believe were destined not

Am I right to be loyal to my chosen

Did I miss

My favorite of the reasons for the failure of my favorite budget

I was always a moment to make your dream s the heart were also safety

Should devout enough to carry away enough to be afraid of life is too short

Why not a love life

If anyone, who would like to transfer enough

Definitely not be considered stupid found out who did not procured

I was always a moment to make your dream s the heart were also safety

We will end with the first one you

Do not rely on any mystery is not all because of not lower your mercy

I, a few that come to you

One life one love

Suddenly i feel like to write my friend in my blog.

As we know, different of friend i having but with want is honest ? caring ?

No one will know until one day yourself aware by own hand ?

Everyone sure have friend. But having too many friend, is that there will help you.

According to wikipedia " In a comparison of personal relationships, friendship is considered to be closer than association, although there is a range of degrees of intimacy in both friendships and associations. Friendship and association can be thought of as spanning across the same continuum. The study of friendship is included in sociology, social psychology, anthropology, philosophy, and zoology. Various theories of friendship have been proposed, among which are social exchange theory, equity theory, relational dialectics, and attachment styles. "

But in my mind, meaning friend to me is friend is a special of someone can accompany during you happy, sad or other feeling thing. Sharing is caring for normal we listen. But not majority of friend can keep you as good, but some is selfish. How to make sure the person is good and kind, when each other spent more time on each other, always hang out and trust each other. All of the kind will giving a nice friendship to you. When become a friend will come a best friend for there life. So we should know how to choose friend to become your friend better then alone and lonely.

History of my friend for my life.

Kindergarten - Pang Shen

SKWJ - Jackie, Jun Wee, Mandy.

SMK Sek.5,wangsa maju - Katak, Kelly, PF, PS, Munirah N the Geng and some Senior

SMK Seri Saujana - Wan Ling, Jessie, Kah Yan and Chin Ling

TARC SPUS - Vivian....

Basketball - 1 Team of group..

Internet - Nicole, Calvin,Alex ( SHORT XD )

But I found out by my hand, which of the friend can be make a true friend or not. Maybe make some new friend will take some time to become best friend. i wish you is the one of them become my best friend. Thank You for spent time and care about me..

zach + pf + mandy + katak

Smk S5, Wangsa Maju Senior N me ( 2010 )

Event Planner Company Friend

30Hour Famine Buddy

Career Guidance Society ( CGS ) Friend

TARC SPUS Best Friend ( 2009 )

TARC May 2010 Games N Telematch Clash TARian Friend

Pengisahan Kenegaraan 1Malaysia Friend ( Pahlawan Pasir Salak )

This is my story, are you will be my next friend.. 5.53am 13/10/2010