Cross Over Memories

Just to see you off here
Even if I cant understand your thoughts
Maybe you still haven't been aware that I'm waiting for you
Don't understand my true heart

Loneliness always easily break me when I pretend to be independent
Reaching the limit of madness
Letting the feeling accumulated
We are slowly getting closer

Once we cross this unguarded line
It does not matter who's in or out
We're not different
But repeatedly miss the several moments to be connected with each other

You've crossed the line
It does not break the rules and there is nothing to blame
Because the limit of love already surpassed the understanding
Just let us move forward

When we exceed the limits, don't move backwards
You hold my hand
You and I plucked up our courage to hold a hand
You told me why you had fallen in love me at that time

You said... 
You will always... 
Like me...

 ~ 520 ~


Can't separate us apart
We're just an arm each away
But loving you

It's more important
And more precious than anything else
I promise
I'will remember everything

Regardless of the good or bad
Happiness or suffering
I'll forever think of the times we had together
and everything about you

So even until my last breath
I won't forget about you
The horizon, and the balcony
Where we used to stand
And look up the sky together, that tree

I'll take care of it
To remember us, when you're not here
I promise you
I'll remember everything

I'll remember and love you just like this



How good it is that we came to love, to bond
To get through a lot of things together
It's love that never expects anyone to understand
There's only us holding hands by each other's side 

I don't know what you are afraid or worrying about 
That you don't dare to say what we are
The answer is here, in our hearts

~ 22/2/2018 ~


Just to be close to your breath
Just to be able to spend time together
We're just friends. but it's too much to hold back
Your feelings deep inside, what are you thinking?

However much I love you, I've never said it.
I keep everything in my heart inside
Just being happy like this is already great
Will you have a feeling for me?
Have you ever looked at me?

What are we?
Will you have feelings for me?
It's the truth I want to know that's stuck in my heart
But I don't want to ask 
I'm afraid you'll change

Not asking is better
Because I know if I ask you
I'm afraid of those words that might break my heart
I keep everything in my heart inside
Just being happy like this is already great

It's the truth I want to know that's stuck in my heart
But I don't want to ask 
I'm afraid I won't be able to accept it

- First and Last Post-July 2017 / Graduated Master Degree -

Between Us

Though we cannot say it...
that we love each other
Cause we know people may not like it
when they know. 

No matter how strong 
our feeling for each other is
Only the two of us know
and must keep it to ourselves

Can't tell anyone
Cause everything is already good as it is
As long we know about it
Our minds connect just by looking into each other's eyes.

Just listening to the same love songs is enough to keep our heart warm 
And there's nothing else I could ask for more
Just know it in our own heart
Just the two of us is enough 

It's more than love. 
No words could ever express
We don;t need to walk hand in hand
Just standing next to each other is good enough

Our love does not require any kind of words to define it 
Though we must not make our feeling for each other known to anyone
Keep this relationship to only the two of us 
Just sharing the same air with you is already good enough 

I don't need anything else 
And I'm not gonna ask for more
Cause everything is already good as it is 

- End of 2016 -

About Last Night

Our story should've ended 
So that I wouldn't get hurt
And wouldn't think about it any more
You might not feel in 'love' 

Within the short period of time we met
It might not be call 'love' 
but it's good enough for me to never forget you
The truth is that 'I shouldn't be here anymore'

When I know that you have her with all your heart 
This just a 'story of a lonely person'
That will never continue
In the end it's 'just me who's being careless'

And thinking only about 'last night'

- August 2016 -

You're ordinary

The truth is that I shouldn't be here anymore
When I knew well that you had their with all your heart
It was just a 'story of a lonely person' 
and I wasn't here with you anymore

In the end, it's my fault that I was careless
I've been thinking about 'last night'

The truth is 'our love' should have ended
and I would not hurt
if I don't not keep 'our story' 
and think about it anymore

You might not feel
with the momentary memories that we met
It couldn't be called 'love'

We didn't breakup because we couldn't love each other 
but it might be because we didn't love each other

July 2016

Make It Right!

I don't know how long before
I'll find the truth in my heart
and find a love
that would never think of leaving

I don't know when i will find it
Or how far I'll have to travel
I've been searching for love for a long time
Even if I'm disappointed and shed many tears
I will never get discourage and give up
Because I believe in true love
I believe with all my heart
I just haven't found it yet
I'm still in search of true love

Because i know true love is real
True love is waiting for me
I will prove true love exists
even if i don't know when

Mid Year 2016