Raining

I feel like you see me but you don't notice my presence

I feel like you hear me but you don't listen to what i have to say

you say one thing but mean another :(

No guarantee..

On the first page of our story

the future seemed so bright

then this thing turned out so evil

I don't know why i'm still surprised

even angels have their wicked schemes

and you take that to new extremes

but you'll always be my hero

even though you're lost your mind

by the end nothing less without feeling of love

9/11/2010 ( day of painless memory )

Stop of Dream..

I don't regret

Because it the only wat for us to forget the memories

Sometimes we just have to let some things go.

but the memories between us will become my story

I Love you

There's people talking

They talk about me

They know my name

They think they know everything

But they don't know anything

About me

Play me a record

Forget what they say

I try to make it happen

Try to make it all right

I know I make mistakes

I'm living life day to day

It's never really easy

But it's ok

Everybody makes mistakes

Everybody has those days

Everybody knows what, what? I'm talkin? 'bout

Everybody gets that way

Sometimes I'm in a jam

No way to know for sure

I figure out a cure

Nobody's perfect

I gotta work it

What’t the point of lovin’ someone ?

One chance to keep from falling

30 aka 31 / oct / 2010 ( last day )

Since..

We tend to fall in love the same way we get sick,
without wanting to, without believing it,
against our will & unable to defend ourselves.
And then we lose love exactly the same way.

Always tell someone how
you feel. Even if it's hard.
Because opportunities are lost in
the blink of an eye but regret
can last for a lifetime.

we laugh too hard. we are way to loud.
and we make complete fools of ourselves,
but doing it together is what
makes us best friends.

drink to all that we have lost
mistakes that we have made
everything will change
love remains the same

I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons.
And maybe we'll never know most of them.
But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from,
we can still choose where we go from there.
We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.

And when you kissed me that night, I couldn't help but think...
this is exactly what I have waited for my whole life.

Have you ever really cried for someone
more than you wanted to?
Have you ever tried to love him in spite of all the pain?
Will you keep on loving him, even though
he's whispering someone else’s name?

28.10.2010/29.10.2010 ( sick + sad )

Which Way ?

We were standing in an empty room

The moonlight was falling

You were holding my hand when the car pulled up for you

And I could have spent a life with you

But those days were over

You were calling my name when your face faded from view

And wasn't it you who told me the sun would always chase the day

Angels fly in the air tonight

Saying wasn't it just like swimming out on the lake?

And stars collide and the air's alive

Or was it just like those promises that you made

On our last night?

I remember waking up with you

The days doing nothing

You meant more to me then than I think you ever knew.

I hope the world never tore that out of you

Cause wasn't it you who told me the sun would always chase the day

Yeah wasn't it you who told me:

And what ever happened to the things you loved

I was waving as you drove away

The sunlight was falling

on our last night

26 Oct 2010

SOS

Rakyat Malaysia mengatakan TAK NAK kepada Menara Warisan 100-tingkat yang memakan kos RM 5,000,000,000 yang dicadangkan oleh PM Najib Razak dalam Bajet 2011.

Malaysians saying no to the RM5-Billion 100-storey Mega Tower proposed by PM Najib in the 2011 budget. Malaysia needs better education, better health care, better public transportation, safer neighbourhood, cleaner water, but not taller building. We dont need another white elephant!

Malaysia perlukan pendidikan, perubatan dan pengangkutan awam yang lebih baik, jiran-tetangga yang lebih selamat, air yang lebih berish, dan bukannya bangunan yang lebih tinggi.

Kita tidak perlukan seekor lagi gajah putih yang membazikan wang rakyat jelata.

Wahai, saudara-saudari warga Malaysia sekalian, biar kita bersatu tak mengira kaum, agama, budaya, bahasa, pendirian politik, geografi atau kelas. Biar kita bersatu dan membela nasib sendiri.

Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

"No Mega Tower! This is a national unity movement!"

Malaysians of all ethnic, religious, linguistic, cultural, partisan, geographical and class backgrounds are coming together for once.

It is all about humanity, the earth and its worth. Rejecting this idea only proves that we know the better ways to help people with RM5 Billion and that we still care about our land and its condition. We only have 1 earth... and we have too many people who need help.

Proudly Malaysian WITHOUT the Mega Tower

http://www.facebook.com/NoMegaTower

Malaysia aredy have KL Tower and KLCC..

why still need build more tower..

save our earth

say no to TOWER..

SAVE OUR MOTHER EARTH !!

SAVE OUR MONEY !!

EVERY 10CENT can help 1 kid ..

24/10 aka 25/10 /2010

Colour Full wit Love..

I wonder how I ever made it through a day

How did I settle for the world in shades of gray

When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same

And you don't know why

And I looked into your eyes

Where the road stretched out in front of me

And I realized

Looks like I made a mess again

Heartbreak everywhere I step

I'm not jealous but I won't lie

I don't want to hear about your wonderful life

It's probably all my fault, all my fault

Even sicker of pretending

Fairy tales from so long ago

Save them for someone that's not smart enough to know

I miss the way we used to be :(

I'm sorry

I didn't mean to say those word..

It's unfair how you're tried every

single thing to show how you care for a person

and yet when you make a single mistake,

they'll see you as worthless

Whats worse ?

When there truly are no more words left to say.

i had your kiss

i had your hug

i had your love

you had my kiss

you had my hug

you had my love

but why must forget it ?

23 October 2010

30more day more STPM

Soon but Not Ending..

Did I grow up according to plan?

Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?

Cuz it hurst when you disapprove all doing

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

Now it's just too late and

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

All the days you spend with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back

I can't believe it's hard

Just to talk to you

Cuz you don't understand

Time is less until no time can remember all the memory when the next day sun is coming.

I wish i can remember all the sweet memory and forget the sadness memory.

Studying and studying even is hurt i will keep hurt myself for you.

Almost 1year 6month i at Tunku Abdul Rahman College

i gain, i learn, i follow and i wish i can take more then what i and bring you along.

Pencil : sori :(

Eraser : y ?

Pencil : bcoz everytime i make a mistake, u lose a part of u

Eraser : Oh, u shouldn’t be so sad about that and wori it.

In a matter of fact

I was made for u N wen i’m gone,

U can still find some1 who’s gonna do d same.

21/10/2010 aka 22/10/2010 ( pendrive missing T_T")