Thursday

Turning Feeling into Drop of Tears

This is sincere heart about my feeling and the word I would like to tell you.
Only b4zach can crying for you.
Is time for me to say Good Bye Love feeling.
I dunno what i did is correct or wrong b4 this because that time i very love you
maybe I too selfish better then i lie myself.
I really love you but I din't why you din give me a chance.
now my love turn to died town
is not your fault, is my fault.
i take it by my own hand, i made myself become like this
now i find out, what i did is that i wan and is show my love to you
but now all gone because you no more love me.
now I just wish and hope you still will keep all the thing that i gift you.
make it as your memory.

keep our relationship become last time when you 1st time meet me as friendship , it is because i cant forget our memory. Become friend or best friend is weird for me.

I know, how many times you said to me " STOP it, Efut ", i dun know to listen because i dun1 accept the fact but now i dun1 hide sumore and i need to face the true !! Hope you can understand my meaning. Maybe you will be happy when I write this but if I got problem, i still can find you and you also can did it to me when you had problem. I still can protect you.

Yes, i know i am childish, i got wish you to love me back, but i know is too late. Now i just hope you still care of me even we not in relationship.
When every night i keep and force myself to sleep.
I will remember the memory and re-flash all the movement when together with you.
I just wish, I still can hug you but if you not allow and i wish you still can accompany me when i am alone but if you dislike, i will understand the different between now and before.
I will remember all the memory when together with you will become the history and memory.
Now my life is easy because i still can chat with you. Is time for me let go the sadness memory
Thank You, you have change my life a lot when i look the sky keep changing to different colour in 24hours seem like our relationship.
For a last time i say to you.

2 comments:

  1. it's time to move on liao. be strong ok?




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  2. yeah~be strong, but not gv up~ it is good for u to rest... n u can be sad, it is ok to be down... but remember, please give urself a deadline about ur sadness... future stil hav many decision wait us to do... cheer up.. dude..

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