Pure Fate of Sorry

4/10 entry of today is 4th day of morning , i still miss you. Every night i dream about our memory. When i close my eyes, all memory between me and you recall with reflash in my mind. If i say it out, sure alot people will laugh of me. Thank my friend is caring me, sorry, i not off my phone it is because i listen music in bus until battery finish.Do u know, after that day u tell me, i very emo in LRT until i did something that myself cant accept. Actually that day i should went back to hometown but i going to Melaka, no bealive me rite.

Here is my bukti..

I so enjoy in Melaka, going beach alone but my mind still remember someone.

22hour in Melaka, i still miss you. I trying very hard to forget about you but is very pain.

When i in bus, what should i do ? miss someone until i duno do what ?

In my heart, i still got so many many thing to tell n make it.

When i explain, you tell me “ I dun know “. Actually if you reli duno have the feel, why u still treat me good, i know you dun1 me get hurt. When the second you left me alone, my heart aredy hurt like some1 taking my heart away from my body. I know my heart have become useless to you, about i donate other organ to you. Which part you wan ?

Maybe some people saying, doing your best activity will make you forget something sadness.

Basketball will bcome my choice, playing basketball with my friend. Mid night until early morning.

Thank you bro, i know you all worry about me but i know what i did. There all try to help me, ask me to wake up and some ask me dont give up. I din know how to do until i tell my story to them. This is 1st time my friend saw me so emo when telling the relationship. I know even we know very and make it too fast maybe will end early but if i know you early but din chase you, i will maybe lost you or i am late. If you like something, how hard also, you will try to get it. So i will did same thing to you, because i find out, you is very important to me, pls give me rebuild , refixed and repair our feeling.

Anywhere, if you reading my blog, i here wan said something to you, i very sorry, sorry because i too over take care of you, too over love you and i forget to care you feeling and your freedom until you become tension because of me. I wish i can U-turn and i follow what you said then won happen like today, but i last nite 3/10 i doing something very stupid, i should to know.

I not a prince or sumwhere fairy tell story. Not cinderella can change myself to beautiful, sleeping beauty get a prince kiss for a love. But if i never try how i know the result and i take this step to talk to you. Would you give me 1 more chance, i promise you, i swear to God, i will change. It is because i still love you, dear T_T” i din know why i still love you.

I hope you will understand

and take your time to spent

I am Sorry..

I always waiting of you..

12.50am 4/10