This is my blog, if u wish to read then u read if not just click X at the top of your left hand side.. Now i here not giving a speech or talk. Is my life is my fate of my feeling.. About my family, friend, sum1 i need it and myself
Family
i from poor family, not poor of money but poor of love. What is family love ? no people will understand of my family background even myself also cant understand. Father, mother, sister and brother = perfect family this what people say. But to me, i reli cant feel wat is family life... since small i stay with my grandmother, maybe of this i cant feel what is family life. I think when i was kid i so happy, i hope i can turn back the time but i cant do it. Now grow and grow, time past and past, now growing up. Feeling is turn around, play around. Everday need to fact a painful family. if my family like Crayon Shin Chan family, sure very happy and fun. Now, everyday every second need to fact alot impression. Even what happend, I LOVE U, Mama..
Friend
So long i live in this world, i still haven find what mean of friend ? what people can tell me is friend got alot of type, sum people will b ur friend if u rich, sum is u got car or maybe too over to say if u got looking and got status, sure alot people will stick with u. Even in school or now in college ? i din get why people can b friend then bcome best friend sum bcome “ heng dai “ but why not me. Its that i act too cool, i not think so. But in the fact , alot people like “act pig eat tiger” . By the heart i asking to who is reading my blog. If 1 day, u cant find out ur friend is using u, what u will feel ? TO have sum1 is reli treat u good, treat u as friend such as will helping u when u got problem not giving u such as stupid comment. The most pantang to me is , where got people asking u Be urself then saying bad thing behind. Nowonder people say finding a good friend is hard but looking a friend is easy. Such as people say, learning bad thing just take few hours but if learning good thing is was take 10year or maybe more. Value of friend to me is Zero, when i get sum best friend sure got GHOST behind the scene to make sum bad plan. Be alone is hard to survive. Why people like to take people attention with doing stupid action. Is useless and is not mean all people will like u but will b hate u more then u think.
Sum1 i need it
Is girl or boy ? pls lar, anypeople i also need. not mean nid for sex. Sumtime got un-well feeling, this is sum1 i need for chat and speak out with listen people thinking. This world , no people is perfect as we think, even study get 100% but in apart of love just 1%. I cant forcast coming soon event/ future image. I know who i need who i dun nid, i din mean u not into Kuala Lumpur, i cant have chat wit u, all this not true, different country different thinking as pepatah say “di mana ada kemahuan , di situ ada jalan” not ur type, not suitable, all this just a reason to skip sum1, if u treat people good by heart, the people will feel it. Even i know is far away, what i can do, is just wait you and wait you. However, if sum1 is hurting me alot, i din know how to 4give it, coz i still scary is will happend for second time. If you really care of me, try to show it. Dun say it only “ Belum cuba , belum tahu “ i not a customer servies. But i can be sum1 to be your listener. Open for people to apply in but not walk in..
Myself
Falling in love with myself, i hope i get this power to control myself. A person born in pisces. Sumtime i also din understand myself, what i wan, what i need ? i try alot alot thing but not bad as u think ? in my future, still in progress to field of communcation skill. Even myself also cant understand what i want. When i know what i need then will be my aim. Gain fat even not fat at all. Leaning alot lesson day by day. In the end, what i gain is full of skill of liar. This is Earth life, we must be more cruel with bad for my pertahanan diri before attack people. Be too good in this world, alot people datang mengambil kesempatan. This is wat i learning during 18years old. Now reborn of Bad zach, u just watch and learn the different exzach and b4zach during now.
Hope of fate
Aim of sumthing but cant reach. If i hope for sumthing, would i get it ? of course NO.. people say money can buy alot alot thing but is tat can buy Love, Myself, Trust, friendship. There all is unlimited value. Credit card, can i swap for buying u. When i did sumthing bad, the news of bad will fly, fly and fly very fast. But if i do sumthing good and make it proud, people will say “ liar liar and liar “ so what we need for now ? can sum1 tell me ?
