More then Less

Even if I fall in love again, wit some1 new..

It will never be the way I loved you..

I know I'm made of mistakes, disappointments, n failures..

but

I promise you that there is a part of me that is actually worth keeping.

isnt it werd how u make me smile on the outside but sad on the inside

6.06am 22/11/10

Unknown Reason..

Please don't ask me why

Easy to remember

But hard to 4gett

People dont cry does not mean that they’re not sad

People smile does not mean that they’re happy

Guy have no idea how long somthing they can stay in a girl’s mind.

Its not hard to sacrifice, hard to find dat sumone who deserves ur sacrifice..

5.00am ( 19year old 9month 0 day )

Raining

I feel like you see me but you don't notice my presence

I feel like you hear me but you don't listen to what i have to say

you say one thing but mean another :(

No guarantee..

On the first page of our story

the future seemed so bright

then this thing turned out so evil

I don't know why i'm still surprised

even angels have their wicked schemes

and you take that to new extremes

but you'll always be my hero

even though you're lost your mind

by the end nothing less without feeling of love

9/11/2010 ( day of painless memory )

Stop of Dream..

I don't regret

Because it the only wat for us to forget the memories

Sometimes we just have to let some things go.

but the memories between us will become my story

I Love you

There's people talking

They talk about me

They know my name

They think they know everything

But they don't know anything

About me

Play me a record

Forget what they say

I try to make it happen

Try to make it all right

I know I make mistakes

I'm living life day to day

It's never really easy

But it's ok

Everybody makes mistakes

Everybody has those days

Everybody knows what, what? I'm talkin? 'bout

Everybody gets that way

Sometimes I'm in a jam

No way to know for sure

I figure out a cure

Nobody's perfect

I gotta work it

What’t the point of lovin’ someone ?

One chance to keep from falling

30 aka 31 / oct / 2010 ( last day )

Since..

We tend to fall in love the same way we get sick,
without wanting to, without believing it,
against our will & unable to defend ourselves.
And then we lose love exactly the same way.

Always tell someone how
you feel. Even if it's hard.
Because opportunities are lost in
the blink of an eye but regret
can last for a lifetime.

we laugh too hard. we are way to loud.
and we make complete fools of ourselves,
but doing it together is what
makes us best friends.

drink to all that we have lost
mistakes that we have made
everything will change
love remains the same

I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons.
And maybe we'll never know most of them.
But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from,
we can still choose where we go from there.
We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.

And when you kissed me that night, I couldn't help but think...
this is exactly what I have waited for my whole life.

Have you ever really cried for someone
more than you wanted to?
Have you ever tried to love him in spite of all the pain?
Will you keep on loving him, even though
he's whispering someone else’s name?

28.10.2010/29.10.2010 ( sick + sad )

Which Way ?

We were standing in an empty room

The moonlight was falling

You were holding my hand when the car pulled up for you

And I could have spent a life with you

But those days were over

You were calling my name when your face faded from view

And wasn't it you who told me the sun would always chase the day

Angels fly in the air tonight

Saying wasn't it just like swimming out on the lake?

And stars collide and the air's alive

Or was it just like those promises that you made

On our last night?

I remember waking up with you

The days doing nothing

You meant more to me then than I think you ever knew.

I hope the world never tore that out of you

Cause wasn't it you who told me the sun would always chase the day

Yeah wasn't it you who told me:

And what ever happened to the things you loved

I was waving as you drove away

The sunlight was falling

on our last night

26 Oct 2010

Colour Full wit Love..

I wonder how I ever made it through a day

How did I settle for the world in shades of gray

When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same

And you don't know why

And I looked into your eyes

Where the road stretched out in front of me

And I realized

Looks like I made a mess again

Heartbreak everywhere I step

I'm not jealous but I won't lie

I don't want to hear about your wonderful life

It's probably all my fault, all my fault

Even sicker of pretending

Fairy tales from so long ago

Save them for someone that's not smart enough to know

I miss the way we used to be :(

I'm sorry

I didn't mean to say those word..

It's unfair how you're tried every

single thing to show how you care for a person

and yet when you make a single mistake,

they'll see you as worthless

Whats worse ?

When there truly are no more words left to say.

i had your kiss

i had your hug

i had your love

you had my kiss

you had my hug

you had my love

but why must forget it ?

23 October 2010

30more day more STPM