Saturday

Waiting..


Once upon a time a few mistakes ago
I was in your sights, you got me alone
I guess you didn't care, and I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard you took a step back
And I realize the blame is on me

So shame on me now
Flew me to places I've never been
Blew me to places I've never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
And the saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me


15 more day to 2013

Tuesday

12.12.12


You have probably noticed that I have been fairly quiet on here recently.

That is not because I am not in pain. I am.

It is not because I am not suffering. I am.

It is not because I am not scared. I definitely am.

But for some reason, blogging about all this does not seem as if it would help. 


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