Heart On My Side with You..

I know i was did something wrong

but maybe i think too much

I din mean i want make you angry of me

I just want you care of me

I din mean will make a lot problem

Sorry, I promise won happen anymore

But i wish i can accompany you

when you sad, i will make you happy

when you happy, i will make you more happy

this is what i wish

i dint mean i want to control you

I won't talk

I won't breathe

I won't move till you finally see

that you belong with me

you might think

I don't look

but deep inside in the corner of my mind

I'm attach to you

I'm weak

it's true

cause I'm afraid to know the answer

do you want me too?

cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life to cross this line

to the only thing thats true

so I will not hide

i'ts time to try anything to be with you

all my life I've waited

this is true

you don't know

what you do

every time you walk into the room

I'm afraid to move

I'm weak

it's true

I'm just scared to know the ending

do you see me too?

do you even know you meant me!

I know when I go

I'll be on my way to you

the way that's true

of my love on you

without my lie of you

i promise

Limited Of Love Time

Sky eyes and blink a few times

To learn to move

Night sky peppered with stars

But a few will fall down

I have the occasion of the flight, but you fall

Very close to also hear the breathing

I'm sorry I did not prediction you

I insist on letting you cry can not say

Your tears like a heavy rain

Montreal broken

Clear in the mind

Hovering in the high altitude where you can not see

Many things that you do not know..

Ending of Sept 2010, i still here, be strong to fighting.

Busying of my life with event, study and of course facebook ^^"

I find out the most enjoying my life is

" Going to Move new House " ^^v hope will happen on it..

Life getting pain when end of year, fighting for something.

But do i still looking what should I fight. Actually i found out aredy, i not alone in the war..

time for fight fight ^^

Yesterday, today or tomolo

past, now or later

nothing going to stop me

careless will make people bcome sad

loveless will make people worry about it

trustless will make people hate of you

time for everything

I should tnx for friend is treat me like friend to give me support beside, in front or behind me

because of you

i not going had a bad day

since you been gone to teach me

i learn and learn

now is time to show my talent

love is always blind of eyes side

but feel won lie your heart

no more acting, faking and stupid

i won let it go easy

this time i will try hold tight for my myself

Fate Of Blind..

This is my blog, if u wish to read then u read if not just click X at the top of your left hand side.. Now i here not giving a speech or talk. Is my life is my fate of my feeling.. About my family, friend, sum1 i need it and myself

Family

i from poor family, not poor of money but poor of love. What is family love ? no people will understand of my family background even myself also cant understand. Father, mother, sister and brother = perfect family this what people say. But to me, i reli cant feel wat is family life... since small i stay with my grandmother, maybe of this i cant feel what is family life. I think when i was kid i so happy, i hope i can turn back the time but i cant do it. Now grow and grow, time past and past, now growing up. Feeling is turn around, play around. Everday need to fact a painful family. if my family like Crayon Shin Chan family, sure very happy and fun. Now, everyday every second need to fact alot impression. Even what happend, I LOVE U, Mama..

Friend

So long i live in this world, i still haven find what mean of friend ? what people can tell me is friend got alot of type, sum people will b ur friend if u rich, sum is u got car or maybe too over to say if u got looking and got status, sure alot people will stick with u. Even in school or now in college ? i din get why people can b friend then bcome best friend sum bcome “ heng dai “ but why not me. Its that i act too cool, i not think so. But in the fact , alot people like “act pig eat tiger” . By the heart i asking to who is reading my blog. If 1 day, u cant find out ur friend is using u, what u will feel ? TO have sum1 is reli treat u good, treat u as friend such as will helping u when u got problem not giving u such as stupid comment. The most pantang to me is , where got people asking u Be urself then saying bad thing behind. Nowonder people say finding a good friend is hard but looking a friend is easy. Such as people say, learning bad thing just take few hours but if learning good thing is was take 10year or maybe more. Value of friend to me is Zero, when i get sum best friend sure got GHOST behind the scene to make sum bad plan. Be alone is hard to survive. Why people like to take people attention with doing stupid action. Is useless and is not mean all people will like u but will b hate u more then u think.

Sum1 i need it

Is girl or boy ? pls lar, anypeople i also need. not mean nid for sex. Sumtime got un-well feeling, this is sum1 i need for chat and speak out with listen people thinking. This world , no people is perfect as we think, even study get 100% but in apart of love just 1%. I cant forcast coming soon event/ future image. I know who i need who i dun nid, i din mean u not into Kuala Lumpur, i cant have chat wit u, all this not true, different country different thinking as pepatah say “di mana ada kemahuan , di situ ada jalan” not ur type, not suitable, all this just a reason to skip sum1, if u treat people good by heart, the people will feel it. Even i know is far away, what i can do, is just wait you and wait you. However, if sum1 is hurting me alot, i din know how to 4give it, coz i still scary is will happend for second time. If you really care of me, try to show it. Dun say it only “ Belum cuba , belum tahu “ i not a customer servies. But i can be sum1 to be your listener. Open for people to apply in but not walk in..

Myself

Falling in love with myself, i hope i get this power to control myself. A person born in pisces. Sumtime i also din understand myself, what i wan, what i need ? i try alot alot thing but not bad as u think ? in my future, still in progress to field of communcation skill. Even myself also cant understand what i want. When i know what i need then will be my aim. Gain fat even not fat at all. Leaning alot lesson day by day. In the end, what i gain is full of skill of liar. This is Earth life, we must be more cruel with bad for my pertahanan diri before attack people. Be too good in this world, alot people datang mengambil kesempatan. This is wat i learning during 18years old. Now reborn of Bad zach, u just watch and learn the different exzach and b4zach during now.

Hope of fate

Aim of sumthing but cant reach. If i hope for sumthing, would i get it ? of course NO.. people say money can buy alot alot thing but is tat can buy Love, Myself, Trust, friendship. There all is unlimited value. Credit card, can i swap for buying u. When i did sumthing bad, the news of bad will fly, fly and fly very fast. But if i do sumthing good and make it proud, people will say “ liar liar and liar “ so what we need for now ? can sum1 tell me ?

Why...

U think u can Emo

I also Can...

Let me Emo..

26 Week to survive ...

left 26week more...

i feel the time past so slow..

can it be more faster.. ^^"

haiz, now i getting serious about my study...

for my future..

now my aim to get any local U tat offering subject i like

such as : =_=" all in my list, i have list down..

so as my wish, i just hope my STPM result will get better...

even lose friend,

Time is changing... More Cruel, More Evil, More Notty N Bad

Local U Or Private U..

whatever also University, i will go 4 head..

U just watch and learn..

this what sum people treat me in College...

dun say me rude or LCLY...

this is my Life..

dun complain it...

i just be myself...

2 Face 1 Body to b4zach..

I wan end of 10A2B life as fast as can...

Is that Fair Efut..

why this happend to me..

i reli wan this thing U-turn bak..

why... why...

i dun1, i can accept this...

" story begin "

SEP 2009 - OCT 2009..

i still remember, be4 event...

wah, i like this B so much...

K so nice, i like K..

i can share everything wit K...

but i still low confident... dunno why..

when K say K coming to KL,

i was happy, hope can meet K..

OMG, K come find me in i din know K coming to find me..

even " K is short XD!! but i feel i make K no status bcoz i feel i am not good looking like K...

after K saw me, i told K " Sorry, I not good looking "

after few day, K din sms me at all, i feel is OVER, is END...

time to 4get bout K... i know myself... my problem, not K fault, is my wrong, just blame me...

end of 2009..

June 2010...

K return, OMG...

K act dunno me..

i aredy give K alot hint to re-flash K memory..

finally K know who i am... ><

but i feel i was so cheap, find K bak..

i just wan to make sure, what K did last time is wrong..

when K telling a true story... i was sad and feel wan to cry but i reli =_=" stupid rite..

when K telling bcoz of K LOVEE told K i not a good people..

K think i not good people and din give me a chance to explain to K...

but when the true story is tell ?

finally i know, K Lover control her...

why, love sum1 is tat got fault..

the fault is love wrong person..

Moral : people mouth like C + I + B + A + I

Time change Me...

" act pig eat tiger "

haha ~~" why i say so, not of me say i am immature..

trust between friendship just for awhile,

all thing will change when some know so close.

Even u cant think what is happening and what is going on..

All this because of 1 person that " act CUTE but not CUTE "

and 1 person mouth like " sniper " of course of them make my life become more hard.

maybe that time i still act stupid. but now if u wan play, come i play with u.

sumore is not your problem pls dun care of it, pls look at ur self b4 complain N say bad thing behind. This is my STPM life full of professional an actor with 38 38 life.. pls understand people feeling. To me, u is the KEY of making Problem and A hope to destory people relationship. OH MY GOD beside of KEY, got 1 Sniper. Care of it. pls, dun step my life to over or u will die on the spot. Month of June - time to change to a Bad + Evil of my life