Missing Soul Of zach

MyLDS Finally

2012-02-18T08:16:00.000-08:00

During this conference

I learn alot thing

That education book dont have show all of this

Special thank to *

* Creative Thinking - Wai Leong

* Self Branding - Carmen

* Marketing - Erica Tin

* Project Management - YuhJye

* Global Village - Korea

* Nippon ( Youth to Business )

* Big Rock - Animal Cruelty

I so proud of myself, my email have be show out and out of the expected from faci.

* MyLDS by OC, Faci, UKM, UM, UPM, USM, UUM, UTM, UMP, UNMC, TU, UTP and

International Delegates, Sponsorship too

Thank you for there sharing and knowledge

Wish can see you again for next coming conference or/and event

The sugar cube I got

* Like the idea of your video so much, btw your Nippon Paint presentation are awesome ! from LC UTM

* Out of the box of the presentation for the Malaysia, I love your creativity !! LC UUM

* What inside your brain, why so creative, i totally give you cha kau kau LC UMP

*I admire your creactivity , You are really Awesome !! from LC UM

* Over then creative , can I stole your creative !! LC UKM

* Your Presentation Nippon was IMBA !!! LC TU

* UPM too many talented Aiesecer !! LC UNMC

* Give me your creative thinking pls !! LC USM

* Keep on rocking , keep on enjoying. Reach high ! Senior Member Comm

* Expect the unexpected !! Faci

What people judge and value me

* Awesome

* Outstanding

* Active

* Sense of humour

* Humour and Entertaining

* Creative

* Curiosity

* Funny

* Outgoing

* Pls serious la..
* Optimism Person

* Too many idea with creative way you put in..

My early birthday present from MyLDS

A good memory for the 21years old birthday kid

20years 364day

MyLDS 2012 III

2012-02-18T07:44:00.000-08:00

What Do You think about Malaysia

To me, I am Malaysia, no point I talk about it..
I asking my friend from International,
to the International people, always say
" Malaysia so many food , we should try Nasi Lemak, Bak Kut Teh and Roti Canai "
Do you think, our Malaysia image to the international is Food
When talk about Malaysia, shopping sure in the list..
What current issue we facing all is food..

1 ) To who ppl who wanted to go SG always, you might drop by Sungai Wang, 4th floor selling SG laksa
2 ) Malaysia produce Roti ( Car ), every junction, got Kaya- green, Butter- yellow, and Jam - red , strawberry ( Traffic Light ) so make the road become Traffic Jam
3) 5pm, who always take Train, people always say " MASUK lagi masuk lagi, I feel like Sardin in the train sometime like snail pull our train , from KL to Seremban need 2 hours.
4) In the sea, turtle swim very fast, when turtle landing on land start slow , do it look like Y5, provide free but this line so " fast " like Gui Ling Gou..
5) Malaysia weather always Hot like Satay Kajang
6) To who wanted to eat KFChicken, Kung Fu Club , people know kung fu only can walk in..
7) KL Tower = mushroom
8) KLCC = Jagung
9) Malaysia Cow, process high quantity milk, bcos thre stay in Condo, got do gym, swimming and exercise wan,

This is what i state in the way , siapa makan cili , dia terasa pedas..

So this is Malaysia full of colourful food from different race

and my presentation get alot people attention

our win the blobby

Awesome team..

MyLDS 2012 II

2012-02-18T07:28:00.000-08:00

What I learn during this 7 day..

To some people know it, this is the world when you meeting other people from different world..

A day always start with silent and unknown talent

will make a day when we sit and chat , know more your strength and weakness about self

when day ending, people will know what is your strength and weakness about it

Facebook, always connected with us..

When a shadow keep blink

MyLDS 2012 Rock the House

2012-02-18T07:23:00.000-08:00

Date 12 - 17 Feb 2012

Time : 9am - 10pm

Venue : Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia, Bangi

Why all sleeping

There think about

Leadership for the future..

Buaya Badge..

" One reveives this badge for demonstrating outstanding buaya-ness.

it is an honorable badge.

No S.E.E.Ds buck though "

3 layer with 1 kaya

Miss the day of the hall..

Current Issue :

Too sad, when i hear so many issue,

some is physical attack,

some is too over bored about history..

But me, my group did a good job..

U will know more about it..

Gala Dinner

Rock Style =_="

Just know, Jia Wen so rock on that day

And i just discovery

my faci so Buaya...

Different from MYC and RLDS

Totally overview for the event : 99.99 / 10

Totally overview for the UPM : 99.98 / 10

Totally overview for the Faci : 99.97 / 10

Totally overview for the OC : 99.99 / 10

Totally overview for Nakuna : 99.08/ 10

Totally overview for Z : Creative / 10

Miss the day...

Looking For the Rain God Day...

2012-02-11T10:35:00.000-08:00

10 - 11 Feb 2012 ( Pre-MyLds )

I reach until YES, I did it ! and Fall down for next step..

HAHA.. I guess soo..

A day I meet people that uncover me so much to make me so worry about the day. First time meeting around other department..

The most important, gain so many experince..

Kindly a sweet memory, so relaxing..

I not serious at all the time

Maybe , when people discover something there dont have and finally there understand.. Alot activity I learn during this Pre-MyLDS

Do something that not always can do, this way i learn..

Bring your food to survive during Pre MyLDS

when we JUST giving just BreakFast, Lunch and Dinner..

Life just awhile, a day passing so fast and time movement second by second. For example..

* Roll Call ( I need a ambulan )

* Rasa Sayang + Put the hand up

* Ah Kua from Thailand, Touch Me 100 Baht..

* Chicken or Egg

* and more n more to share..

Besides that, are you sure i am

Level 0 for Stress =.="

To the Aiesecer UPM, too badd..

To who miss it all funny thing..

Don't worry, next time, try to join..

Macam macam alasan la..

Friendly speaking, just be your enjoy..

Enjoy about it.. and meet some new friend..

Thank you for you killing the tree as awell

Actually, I totally dont' remember all of you name..

My brain tooooo many CREATIVE Item..

Cant put in more detail jor

Love you like a love song baby..

I I I love you like a love song baby..

Got some1 WISH me 3 time for this !!

Thank you to the OC, Faci and Same Level..

Nice to meet you all, Happy about it..

12 - 18 Feb is the MyLDS..

Worry about something..

YES, I am worry about something too...

- A Sunny Windly Day with more then 600 people in the Event MyLDS -

- But now is Mooonn with the Star blink blink at Sky..

2.39am by 12/2/2012

Not in Home..

2012-02-07T20:24:00.000-08:00

AIESEC Malaysia

Company Overview	MyLDS Malaysia Leadership Development Seminar - The biggest national conference in Malaysia that act as a stepping stone to provide learning opportunities for leaders tomorrow.
Description	S.E.E.D. Self Empowerment. Exponential Development. - A platform for youth to gather, empowered themselves with valuable skills and develop the qualities needed to become a leader.
General information	Date : 12th - 17th February 2012 Venue : Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia
Products	MyLDS'12 - S.E.E.D.

University Kebangsaan Malaysia that where i be.. 10 - 17 February 2012..

Beside that, this is so so so formal event..

Before I go, aredy got 2 sweeeetttt advise...

Hope no 3th wan..

Maybe there will Blacklist me T_T

But to a Mass Communication student a quotes for myself is

" A lot people have made a small mistake before even repeat for second time, we dont know about it..

We see, 10 finger, all different length.. Even we have same heart and brain.. "

Word of " Serious " not in my brain when I wear T-shirt, Jean or Naked..

expect for the Formal Suit..

Mass Communication student is always like that..

But is my 1st time...

Hahaha

Guess what, yea is video.. but not feel so proud of it..

Let the day become better one day to one day..

and I will miss you..

Not you,

Is my My Hamster..

Cute Fatty Pet Part Final ( love you )

2012-02-03T13:13:00.000-08:00

Dear, all people who view me, thank and enjoy it

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty I know she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday

Happy Valentine

14 of February 2012

Cute Fatty Pet Part 3

2012-02-03T13:09:00.000-08:00

On Monday, I am waiting

Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me

Cute Fatty Pet Part 2

2012-02-03T13:05:00.000-08:00

When I am young, I like sleep all night

When I grow, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger

stand a little taller

Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

Cute Fatty Pet Part 1

2012-02-03T13:02:00.000-08:00

Guess what ~~ "

My Hamster, stay tune..

More story is coming

Would it be ?

2012-02-01T15:11:00.000-08:00

Feb 2012 = 21 years old,

Finally few more week maybe day

Time have change a lot about myself

Different University from the past at

Tunku Abdul Rahman College ( TARC )

Kota Damansara Utama ( KDU )

Now I know why Kuala Lumpur,

city of Malaysia award as Traffic King

From my House, Serdang going to KDU

need take 2 Hours to Uni if i start car on 7am

need take half Hours to Uni if i start my journey to KDU on 6.30am

Now, i know what is the real

Thanks to you

I got a new thing started

Thanks to you

I'm not the broken

Thanks to you

I'm finally thinking 'bout me

You know in the end the day you left is just my beginning
In the end

You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in color
And do the things I want

You think you've got the best of me
Think you've had enough the last laugh
Bet you think that everything good is gone
Think you left me broken down
Think that I'd come running back

Baby, you don't know me, 'cause you're dead wrong

18 Day more

21years old

" Ours 2011 "

2011-12-27T08:23:00.001-08:00

Seem like everyone's got a life

I wonder how they sleep at night

When the sale comes first and the truth comes second

Just stop for a minute and smile

Why is everybody so serious?

Acting so damn mysterious

You got your shades on your eyes and your heels so high

That you can't even have a good time

Everybody look to their left

Everybody look to their right

Can you feel that? Yeah

We'll pay them with love tonight

This year 2011, the best movement I ever wish before have become true,

The year I did

Cant TELL YOU, is my secret, is our secret..

And don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
But they can't take what's ours, they can't take what's ours
The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours

Happy New Year 2011

Dream come True..

2011-11-27T12:39:00.000-08:00

‎( ✔ ) Kelly Clarkson

‎( ✔ ) RLDS camp

‎( ✔ ) World Vision

‎( ✔ ) Aiesec

‎( ✔ ) Assignment

‎( ✔ ) Taylor Swift

‎

Dot Dot and Dot..

2011-10-12T12:22:00.000-07:00

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed

Yeah, I might mess around
And get my college degree

I WATCHING !!

Survivor South Pacific ( Season 23 )

The Amazing Race ( Season 19 )

Hell Kitchen ( Season 9 )

America Next Top Model ( Season 17 )

Project Runway ( Season 9 )

13/10

5 X 5

2011-10-05T10:51:00.000-07:00

Love is like a book,

You wont know how it UNFOLDS

until

You have read the last paragraph

Don't cry because its over,

SMILE because it happened

If plan A fails,

Remember we still have

25 letter left..

October 2011

Do I or Do You

2011-10-03T07:42:00.000-07:00

Where is the moment we needed the most?

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

They tell me your blue skies fade to grey

They tell me your passion's gone away

And I don't need no carryin' on

Sometimes the system goes on the blink

And the whole thing it turns out wrong

You might not make it back and you know

That you could be well oh that strong

And I'm not wrong

Oct 2011

Only the year

wit

5 saturday, sunday

and

monday

Waiting..

2011-09-21T08:44:00.000-07:00

Can you feel the rain

Can you feel the cold surround you

You and I are the same

Perfect in our own weird way

Do you believe that things can change

Do you believe they stay the same

Cause I don't need your light to light my wayI don't need it I'm wide awake

I'm about to lose my mind

You've been gone for so long,

I'm running out of time

I need a SMS..

21sept2011

Fly By

2011-09-13T06:30:00.000-07:00

You and your bad moods

You and your attitude

It's something I can live without

Now I'm walking through the city

Everything is pretty, I lightened the load

I'm lettin' you know that suddenly it's sunny

I'm finding that I'm runnin' from you,

Begin of It..

2011-09-11T10:32:00.000-07:00

Now I'm walking through the city

Everything is pretty,

I lightened the load

I'm lettin' you know that suddenly it's sunny

I'm finding that

I'm runnin' from you, from you, from you

Happy MoonCake Festival

and

My degree life begin too

Bachelor of Mass Communication

( advertising media management and media marketing management )

911 aka 12/9/2011

I Needed..

2011-08-28T11:06:00.000-07:00

Memory Pass By Myself..

2011-07-03T14:11:00.000-07:00

8 - 9 March 2011 - Cambodia

10 - 12 March 2011 - Ho Chi Minh, Vietnam

15 - 16 March 2011 - Macau

17 - 19 March 2011 - Hong Kong

20 - 22 March 2011 - Beijing, China

23 - 25 March 2011 - Taipei, Taiwan

26 - 28 March 2011 - Seoul , South Korea

28 March - 1 April 2011 - Tokyo, Japan

2 April 2011 - 4 April 2011 - Moscow, Russia

6 April 2011 - Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

7 - 10 April 2011 - Sungai Petani , Kedah

16 - 17 April 2011 - Petaling Jaya, Selangor

22 - 25 April 2011 - Kuantan, Pahang

13 - 16 May 2011 - Kota Kinbalu, Sabah

20 - 23 May 2011 - Kuching, Sarawak

24 - 26 May 2011 - Singapore

17 - 20 June 2011 - Kerteh, Terengganu

24 - 26 June 2011 - Seremban, Negeri Sembilan

9 July 2011 - Bersih 2.0

19 -20 July 2011 - Singapore

26 - 28 July 2011 - Hong Kong

29 - 30 July 2011 - Macau

6 - 7 August 2011 - 30 Hour Famine

15 - 17 August 2011 - Penang

22 - 24 August 2011 - Taiwan

5 September 2011 - KDU University life

( Degree in Mass Communication )

Short of Day

Had A Break.

2011-07-01T06:00:00.000-07:00

30 Hours Famine

2011-06-11T14:07:00.000-07:00

The 30-Hour Famine is a global movement against hunger and poverty. Since its inception 40 years ago, this annual event has gained popularity, particularly among youths and young adults. It has also gained a reputation as being the biggest – and most fun! — youth fundraising event in the world.

By going without solid food for 30 hours, you can give those who are suffering from hunger and poverty the opportunity for improved health, better quality of life, and most importantly, hope.

Donation period : 13/6/2011 - 7/7/2011.

Actual Day : 6 August 2011 - 7 August 2011.

6/8/11 - MPSJ Camp

7/8/11 - Bukit Jalil

Venue : MPSJ, Serdang

Pick Up point : KTM Serdang N Seri Petaling. ( or special request )

Open : 13years old - 23years old,

Especially : Secondary School.

Language During Camp : Chinese.

Ceft provide and Free T-shirt

For More Information,

Pls call or sms me : 014-9300234

If you wanted to join, pls tell me and get the booklet b4 u start the donation and if no friend want accompany you, come make a new friend, trust us.

We make you different.

Q and A : http://www.worldvision.com.my/famine/2011/02/11/camper-2/

Three Tree Group by MYC UPM

2011-06-07T11:57:00.000-07:00

Make It A Better Place

For You And For Me

And The Entire Human Race

There Are People Dying

If You Care Enough

For The Living

Someday I'll be living in a big old city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

8/6/2011

Go Go Green Ranger

2011-06-06T08:57:00.000-07:00

Refuse, Reuse, Reduce, Recycle, Repair, Remember ROCK

2nd June 2011 - 6th June 2011

105.5Hours

University Purta Malaysia

14Group

( dunno how many delegate )

1 Group of OC

1 Group of Fact - C

( local N international )

1Day after Environment Day

2Day After Agong Birthday

3Day Day after Unpaid Leave

4Day After Hari Gawai

5Day after 1st of June

6Day after End of 31 May

7Day Before this Event End

Officially ^^

2011-05-19T21:04:00.000-07:00

Bachelor Of Mass Communication

I am worry about my 1st day University life

Classmate and Coursemate should be better then my College Life

I coming

Waiting for Me

20/5/2011

2 Better Then 1

2011-05-14T10:21:00.000-07:00

It's better to say ''i'm fine'' rather than telling someone everything.

this time for real ,
Im so sad T.T

Wesak Day

2011

Shin Ranger

2011-05-08T05:24:00.000-07:00

Nothing more then important

Every movement will be watch by someone

One mistake, all will gone

Hope to get someone to care, love and trust.

The day have become so light.

Mother Day

aka

Monster Day

Fact and Law..

2011-04-28T11:41:00.000-07:00

May - July

Summer Time

schedule

May

* Testing Car Parking *

* Buy Clothes *

* Spell It Right - Perak *

* Spell It Right - Sarawak *

June

* Singapore Trip *

* Mother Birthday *

* Spell It Right - Penang *

* Spell It Right - Kl *

July

* Final Stage Spell It Right *

* PC Fair - Printer + Anti Virus *

* Shoe *

* Formal Shirt *

* Hong Kong + Macau + China Trip *

* Intake for Degree at KDU *

University Life ( study time )

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday

I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes

Labour Day

( Summer Time )

Keep For It..

2011-04-19T07:25:00.000-07:00

I Want Everythinq To Be Back The Same Way They Were Before..

Yes, I do Forgive But I Never Forget

I Was Too Blind To Even Notice.

Sky don't know about it

but

Earth know about it.

I know about it
but
You don't know about it

I still remember the the 1st day of Smk Sek.5 Life

I still can feel the sad feeling when in Smk Seri Saujana

I still think about the day i take SPM result
I still remember the 1st day i going to TARC feel

I still remember 1st day outdating with my TARC friend

I still remember the day trip with my society fella friend

I still remember the feeling when bcome clam down in class by boycott

How I did bad or good with you

Pass all become history

Today is was fairy tail

Wish the best luck of next

"When unexpected

person comes into your life,

shows you the way to smile

and to be happy"

Easter Day on April

Stand For Monster

2011-04-04T11:04:00.000-07:00

A person know to speak chinese don't mean can read chinese.

A person going to bedroom don't mean going to sleep.

According to the fact, a lot people saying me CUTE =.="

Are you blind ???

Are you serious !!

Are you just kidding...

A lot people saying me tall but i not tall at all..

A complain for myself, i am fat but people say me slim..

I was born to be somebody.

Ain't nothing that's ever gonna stop me.

I'll light up the sky like lighting,

I'm gonna rise above,

show 'em what I'm made of,

I was born to be somebody,

I was born to be,

and this world will belong to me.

5/4/2011

April Fool !!

2011-03-30T06:49:00.000-07:00

My request of the course

Bachelor of Mass Communication in Advertising Media Management

and Media Marketing, KDU University 100%

Currently working on

New Street Times New Paper with RHB Bank Event

as event crew

8th April 2011 - 16th July 2011

Spell It Right Challenge

all the state of Malaysia

* 8/4 - 9/4 - Village Mall, Sungai Petani, Kedah *

* 16/4 - 17/4 - Tropicana City Mall, PJ, Selangor *

* 23/4 - 24/4 - Kuantan Parade, Kuantan, Pahang *

* 14/5 - 15/5 - Taiping Sentral, Taiping, Perak *

* 21/5 - 22/5 - The Spring, Kuching, Sarawak *

* 18/6 - 19/6 - 1st Avenue Mall, Georgetown, Penang *

* 25 - 26/6 - Berjaya Times Square , Kuala Lumpur *

April Fool

Sun during Mid Night

2011-03-29T06:49:00.000-07:00

Sweet dreams of you

Every night I go through

Why can't I forget you

And start my life a new

Instead of having

Sweet dreams about you

You don't love me it's plain

I should have known you'll never wear my ring

I know I should hate you

end of march

Protection Angel

2011-03-23T12:35:00.000-07:00

Every move will be smart

Once it gone , regret forever in your life

Planning before did it

Think before do it.

24/3/2011

Malaysia - Phnom Penh - Siem Reap - Ho Chi Minh

Malaysia - Macau - Hong Kong - Malaysia

Event by OV

Blur with mist..

2011-03-04T14:27:00.000-08:00

Yesterday is history

Today is gift

Tomorrow is mystery

Yesterday is pass

Today is wish

Tomorrow is hope

Yesterday is memory

Today is amazing

Tomorrow is special

Day by day

is passing

getting old and old

just 1 life and no U-turn

Marketing

Mass Communication

Marketing is the process of performing market research, selling products and/or services to customers and promoting them via advertising to further enhance sales. It generates the strategy that underlies sales techniques, business communication, and business developments. It is an integrated process through which companies build strong customer relationships and create value for their customers and for themselves.

Mass communication is the term used to describe the academic study of the various means by which individuals and entities relay information through mass media to large segments of the population at the same time. It is usually understood to relate to newspaper and magazine publishing, radio, television and film, as these are used both for disseminating news and for advertising.

5/3/2011 ( Blur Day )

Know was it !!

2011-02-23T12:21:00.000-08:00

Until the day I die, I promise I won't change

So you better give up

I don't wanna be told to grow up

And I don't wanna change

I just wanna have fun

And I don't wanna change

So you better give up

'Cause I'm not gonna change

I don't wanna grow up

I'd like to stay up late, spend hours
Hanging out with all my friends and never being at home

Nobody will know what will happen

Now i write what i think about it

I think this is call dream

actually dunno when start

exam like a game

people play the game will decide into 2 group

first group will successful

and other group is loser

people who is successful can make there dream become true

loser is fate to become loser 4ever

but i think life not should be like this

my dream just want to did something for my own self happy

10year later, i maybe will have the feel

24/2/2011

Turn it Or Fact it..

2011-02-18T23:01:00.000-08:00

Rain don't mean sad and unhappy, why God want make rain ?

It is because everyday sunny will be bored,

having rain don't mean God is unhappy and cry.

Maybe God it happy until cry, nobody know what is happening.

Become a human being, we have feeling that animal and plant din have.

So time getting near and near, everything happen should become a

history of pass

and

hope for next day.

Because the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

These days, I haven't been sleeping

Staying up, playing back myself leaving

When mine birthday passed, and you didn't call

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

( last day of 19years old )

Force or For Your Own Good..

2011-02-13T07:25:00.000-08:00

Problem : Tea or Coffee

Answer : Tea pls ?

Solution : Coffee for you !!

Responding : Why coffee ?

Reason : Coffee is the basic

Explain : Tea is too expensive, take coffee

Side References : Coffee can make you awake and make you more active compare tea

Hipotesis : Coffee only, it also for your own good

Conclusion : Can i have Milo, i dun care , i drink not you !! shut up.. Hmpa !!

Moral values : Can i have my own choose, pls respect me

Life's like this

That's the way it is

When we're driving in your car

And you're, talking to me one on one

But you become

Like you can't relax

You trying to be cool

You look like a fool to me

Tell me

Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?

I see the way you're actin' like you're somebody else

Gets me frustrated

Life's like this you

You fall and you crawl and you break

And you take what you get, and you turn it into

Gets me frustrated

Life's like this you

( Love Day of Year )

4 In 1 Team

2011-02-08T18:26:00.000-08:00

As we grow up, we realize it becomes less important to have more friends and more important to have real ones.

Love hurts whether it's right or wrong
I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun

So what if I go out on a million dates
You never call or listen to me anyway

9/2/2011

A Wish Comes True Everyday

2011-01-25T04:51:00.000-08:00

Hearts break too fast
When the sentimental
When it's love at first sight
Won't stay, won't la
So why are my convictions
he, can't sleep Need some
Blinded by your spotlight
Can't breath medication
I'll kiss goodbye to my reservations
I know there's other fish out in the sea
Not for me
I want you  
Hot beat, cold sweat
Forgive these eyes 
These lips you're tasting
No time to waste on an invitation
My shame, myself control
Has suffered enough
And everybody wants to be loved
25/1/2011

EvoLuTiOn..

2011-01-16T10:46:00.000-08:00

8 - 10 March Vietnam

11- 14 March Cambodia

15 -17 March Macau

17 - 19 March Hong Kong

17/1/2011

Careless..

2011-01-13T21:14:00.000-08:00

- Update My Life -

14/1/2011

- Turn to 20 -

2011-01-06T04:24:00.000-08:00

!! Trip !!

!! I Love It !!

!! Kill You !!

!! Help !!

!! Happy New Year !!

!! Happy Chinese New Year !!

6Jan2011

Is Hard but Why Not Give a Try !!

2010-12-26T08:43:00.000-08:00

If you've ever been afraid of anything,
This blogs for you!

I know your feelin' me!

If you ever want to do just somethin big,
But then you stopped!

just couldn't handle it!

If you take the chance then it'll be alright,

You're better than this!

You're better than that come on let's make it right!

Nothin's getting in my way now

Not gonna set up and let them know!

Just find the courage, Get up and go!
Oh no, Were not gonna take it slow!
And if you hear what I'm sayin'
There's no time to wait!
To have a Friend to become best friend.

We are great best friend if you giving me a chance to become your best friend

Christmas Wish to Santa Claus ( Xmas Nite )

Cure It

2010-12-15T19:57:00.000-08:00

X - Survivor Life

University life

Course i going to take

Mass Communication

* Event Management *

* Marketing *

* Public Relations *

* Advertising *

* Media Studies *

No people will know the real world

So think about it

Future cant be forecast

But it can be plan from now

21/12/2010 ( Free Time )

Sharp Eyes for it.

2010-12-14T10:14:00.000-08:00

Same brain

Different thinking

Same heart

Different feeling

Mid of Dec ( Last Day STPM )

Sweet Wish 2011

2010-12-04T13:20:00.000-08:00

Open wide,

It's all good now, watch it fade away,
Day by day

Going to left Tunku Abdul Rahman College soon

Memory of 10A2B will b history

It is the time to let go

Be fake people and face someone " act pig eat tiger "

is no more..

- 20yEarS oLd LiFe -

* New House - Villa Park Condo *

* New Handphone *

* New University Life *

* New Wallet *

* New Sport Shoe *

* No More Pimple XD - maybe use Bio Oil *

* Meet Some New Pwren for Internet *

* Hong Kong Trip *

6/12/2010 ( 9 day to go )

No eyes to see

2010-11-30T20:02:00.000-08:00

I think its funny how you tell people

You happy when you had me

I used to regret somthing but

Never regret anything,

‘cause at one time. It was exactly what you wanted

I nvr imagine i got the strength to do this to you..

Never ask for a kiss, just take it

Never give a hug, ask for it.

Never ask do you love me, first say I love you

Never ask I can’t live without you, say i live for you ♥

1/12/20010 ( Xmas Month )

More then Less

2010-11-21T14:01:00.000-08:00

Even if I fall in love again, wit some1 new..

It will never be the way I loved you..

I know I'm made of mistakes, disappointments, n failures..

but

I promise you that there is a part of me that is actually worth keeping.

isnt it werd how u make me smile on the outside but sad on the inside

6.06am 22/11/10

Unknown Reason..

2010-11-19T12:55:00.000-08:00

Please don't ask me why

Easy to remember

But hard to 4gett

People dont cry does not mean that they’re not sad

People smile does not mean that they’re happy

Guy have no idea how long somthing they can stay in a girl’s mind.

Its not hard to sacrifice, hard to find dat sumone who deserves ur sacrifice..

5.00am ( 19year old 9month 0 day )

Raining

2010-11-14T11:53:00.000-08:00

I feel like you see me but you don't notice my presence

I feel like you hear me but you don't listen to what i have to say

you say one thing but mean another :(

No guarantee..

2010-11-09T06:07:00.000-08:00

On the first page of our story

the future seemed so bright

then this thing turned out so evil

I don't know why i'm still surprised

even angels have their wicked schemes

and you take that to new extremes

but you'll always be my hero

even though you're lost your mind

by the end nothing less without feeling of love

9/11/2010 ( day of painless memory )

Stop of Dream..

2010-10-29T05:51:00.000-07:00

I don't regret

Because it the only wat for us to forget the memories

Sometimes we just have to let some things go.

but the memories between us will become my story

I Love you

~~There's people talking~~

~~They talk about me~~

~~They know my name~~

~~They think they know everything~~

~~But they don't know anything~~

~~About me~~

~~Play me a record~~

~~Forget what they say~~

~~I try to make it happen~~

~~Try to make it all right~~

~~I know I make mistakes~~

~~I'm living life day to day~~

~~It's never really easy~~

~~But it's ok~~

~~Everybody makes mistakes~~

~~Everybody has those days~~

~~Everybody knows what, what? I'm talkin? 'bout~~

~~Everybody gets that way~~

~~Sometimes I'm in a jam~~

~~No way to know for sure~~

~~I figure out a cure~~

~~Nobody's perfect~~

~~I gotta work it~~
What’t the point of lovin’ someone ?

One chance to keep from falling

30 aka 31 / oct / 2010 ( last day )

Since..

2010-10-27T19:42:00.000-07:00

We tend to fall in love the same way we get sick,
without wanting to, without believing it,
against our will & unable to defend ourselves.
And then we lose love exactly the same way.

Always tell someone how
you feel. Even if it's hard.
Because opportunities are lost in
the blink of an eye but regret
can last for a lifetime.

we laugh too hard. we are way to loud.
and we make complete fools of ourselves,
but doing it together is what
makes us best friends.

drink to all that we have lost
mistakes that we have made
everything will change
love remains the same

I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons.
And maybe we'll never know most of them.
But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from,
we can still choose where we go from there.
We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.

And when you kissed me that night, I couldn't help but think...
this is exactly what I have waited for my whole life.

Have you ever really cried for someone
more than you wanted to?
Have you ever tried to love him in spite of all the pain?
Will you keep on loving him, even though
he's whispering someone else’s name?

28.10.2010/29.10.2010 ( sick + sad )

Which Way ?

2010-10-25T19:59:00.000-07:00

We were standing in an empty room

The moonlight was falling

You were holding my hand when the car pulled up for you

And I could have spent a life with you

But those days were over

You were calling my name when your face faded from view

And wasn't it you who told me the sun would always chase the day

Angels fly in the air tonight

Saying wasn't it just like swimming out on the lake?

And stars collide and the air's alive

Or was it just like those promises that you made

On our last night?

I remember waking up with you

The days doing nothing

You meant more to me then than I think you ever knew.

I hope the world never tore that out of you

Cause wasn't it you who told me the sun would always chase the day

Yeah wasn't it you who told me:

And what ever happened to the things you loved

I was waving as you drove away

The sunlight was falling

on our last night

26 Oct 2010

SOS

2010-10-23T23:24:00.000-07:00

Rakyat Malaysia mengatakan TAK NAK kepada Menara Warisan 100-tingkat yang memakan kos RM 5,000,000,000 yang dicadangkan oleh PM Najib Razak dalam Bajet 2011.

Malaysians saying no to the RM5-Billion 100-storey Mega Tower proposed by PM Najib in the 2011 budget. Malaysia needs better education, better health care, better public transportation, safer neighbourhood, cleaner water, but not taller building. We dont need another white elephant!

Malaysia perlukan pendidikan, perubatan dan pengangkutan awam yang lebih baik, jiran-tetangga yang lebih selamat, air yang lebih berish, dan bukannya bangunan yang lebih tinggi.

Kita tidak perlukan seekor lagi gajah putih yang membazikan wang rakyat jelata.

Wahai, saudara-saudari warga Malaysia sekalian, biar kita bersatu tak mengira kaum, agama, budaya, bahasa, pendirian politik, geografi atau kelas. Biar kita bersatu dan membela nasib sendiri.

Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

"No Mega Tower! This is a national unity movement!"

Malaysians of all ethnic, religious, linguistic, cultural, partisan, geographical and class backgrounds are coming together for once.

It is all about humanity, the earth and its worth. Rejecting this idea only proves that we know the better ways to help people with RM5 Billion and that we still care about our land and its condition. We only have 1 earth... and we have too many people who need help.

Proudly Malaysian WITHOUT the Mega Tower

http://www.facebook.com/NoMegaTower

Malaysia aredy have KL Tower and KLCC..

why still need build more tower..

save our earth

say no to TOWER..

SAVE OUR MOTHER EARTH !!

SAVE OUR MONEY !!

EVERY 10CENT can help 1 kid ..

24/10 aka 25/10 /2010

Colour Full wit Love..

2010-10-22T08:47:00.001-07:00

I wonder how I ever made it through a day

How did I settle for the world in shades of gray

When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same

And you don't know why

And I looked into your eyes

Where the road stretched out in front of me

And I realized

Looks like I made a mess again

Heartbreak everywhere I step

I'm not jealous but I won't lie

I don't want to hear about your wonderful life

It's probably all my fault, all my fault

Even sicker of pretending

Fairy tales from so long ago

Save them for someone that's not smart enough to know

I miss the way we used to be :(

I'm sorry

I didn't mean to say those word..

It's unfair how you're tried every

single thing to show how you care for a person

and yet when you make a single mistake,

they'll see you as worthless

Whats worse ?

When there truly are no more words left to say.

i had your kiss

i had your hug

i had your love

you had my kiss

you had my hug

you had my love

but why must forget it ?

23 October 2010

30more day more STPM

Soon but Not Ending..

2010-10-20T05:06:00.000-07:00

Did I grow up according to plan?

Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?

Cuz it hurst when you disapprove all doing

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

Now it's just too late and

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

All the days you spend with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back

I can't believe it's hard

Just to talk to you

Cuz you don't understand

Time is less until no time can remember all the memory when the next day sun is coming.

I wish i can remember all the sweet memory and forget the sadness memory.

Studying and studying even is hurt i will keep hurt myself for you.

Almost 1year 6month i at Tunku Abdul Rahman College
i gain, i learn, i follow and i wish i can take more then what i and bring you along.

Pencil : sori :(

Eraser : y ?

Pencil : bcoz everytime i make a mistake, u lose a part of u

Eraser : Oh, u shouldn’t be so sad about that and wori it.

In a matter of fact

I was made for u N wen i’m gone,

U can still find some1 who’s gonna do d same.

21/10/2010 aka 22/10/2010 ( pendrive missing T_T")

Touch the Missing Memory

2010-10-19T09:53:00.000-07:00

I've never gone with the wind

Just let it flow

Let it take me where it wants to go

Till you open the door

There's so much more

I've never seen it before

I was trying to fly

But I couldn't find wings

Then you came along

And you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground

Spin me around

You make me crazier, crazier

Feels like I'm falling and I

I'm lost in your eyes

Funny how songs brings back old memories

and

bring back how you felt that moment that made the song especial

I know, but u dun care,

You let me feel lonely again

Even though pain is the only i can gain

The reason’s fading

I know it’ going to hurt myself when you walk out of the door

But i swear it’s going to hurt me even more

Nite of 20/10/10 ( 3week i still waiting you )

Drop for Hope..

2010-10-18T07:46:00.000-07:00

Darkness of nite will become clam when the moon light is shoot on something lost.

When you clear to look about it, you will know what i mean of it.

Life not so easy like cloud can fly over here and there.

No people will know what will happen on the next day.

When i look at the cloud are moving slow, i feel the time is pass.

Could we change the fact of it. our life is climb, i almost see it but i miss it.

No people will know what i am trying to do and i keep trying and trying until you feel i am around you.

Right now I feel invisible to you

Like I'm not real

Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?

Why'd you turn away?

Here's what I have to say

I was left to cry there

Waitin' outside there

That's when I decided

When I was scared

I was so alone

You, you need to listen

When you turn around

Can you recognize my face?

You used to love me

You used to hug me

I was left to cry there

Cryin' out loud

I'm cryin' out, loud

Cryin' out loud

I'm cryin' out

Open your eyes

Open up wide

We're not goin' anywhere

I guess what i am doing is what i want to do.

I will keep waiting of you.

Because i still love you.

Reflash Our Memory

2010-10-18T03:46:00.000-07:00

Since today 18/10

1 month left for me in Setapak.

I din know what mean of the feel. Until today, i still miss of you, really pain when keep lie myself but i know you won care about me anymore. I dunno what you mind is thinking. Until today until now, i still remember of our memory, very hard to 4get it. I wish i the virus can eat all my data but its fail because i still love you.

I wish i still can give you the feel you missing it. I really try my heart to find out what is the problem but maybe is too late.

my sick still around me

only you can cure about it

Here's the thing we started off friend

It was cool but it was all pretend

You dedicated you took the time

Wasn't long till I called you mine

And all you'd ever hear me say

Is how I pictured me with you

That's all you'd ever hear me say

Thanks to you

Now I get

What I want

I even fell for that stupid love song

I just wanna be with you

I guess you never felt that way

You had your chance you blew it

Out of sight, out of mind

Shut your mouth I just can't take it

Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight

I know that I've got issues

Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

I really shouldn't miss you

But I can't let you go

If there are 1000 steps between us, you only need to take the 1st step

The i will take the remaining 999 steps toward you

Your trying to get me back is only

Succeeding in pushing me even fyrther away

No longer remember your name

Thank you for let me forget it

How did we go from “ i love you “ to not being able to look at one another

What’s the point of lovin someone

This time was different

Felt like i was just a victim

You know, i’ve come to realize something about you

Our heart has its own way of saying

“ im miss you”

Would you One of Them

2010-10-12T09:57:00.000-07:00

I know no effort to find compared to find you

If you can’t find a better image for the sake of the game again with the self-deception

Together we will need the courage to surrender

Is only then that we do not believe they fell in love

I, you had a dream I wish you more joy

Love you, and know that this argument

Love is no need to get together after numerous scattered

I, like life, never too far away but also do not believe were destined not

Am I right to be loyal to my chosen

Did I miss

My favorite of the reasons for the failure of my favorite budget

I was always a moment to make your dream s the heart were also safety

Should devout enough to carry away enough to be afraid of life is too short

Why not a love life

If anyone, who would like to transfer enough

Definitely not be considered stupid found out who did not procured

I was always a moment to make your dream s the heart were also safety

We will end with the first one you

Do not rely on any mystery is not all because of not lower your mercy

I, a few that come to you

One life one love

Suddenly i feel like to write my friend in my blog.

As we know, different of friend i having but with want is honest ? caring ?

No one will know until one day yourself aware by own hand ?

Everyone sure have friend. But having too many friend, is that there will help you.

According to wikipedia " In a comparison of personal relationships, friendship is considered to be closer than association, although there is a range of degrees of intimacy in both friendships and associations. Friendship and association can be thought of as spanning across the same continuum. The study of friendship is included in sociology, social psychology, anthropology, philosophy, and zoology. Various theories of friendship have been proposed, among which are social exchange theory, equity theory, relational dialectics, and attachment styles. "

But in my mind, meaning friend to me is friend is a special of someone can accompany during you happy, sad or other feeling thing. Sharing is caring for normal we listen. But not majority of friend can keep you as good, but some is selfish. How to make sure the person is good and kind, when each other spent more time on each other, always hang out and trust each other. All of the kind will giving a nice friendship to you. When become a friend will come a best friend for there life. So we should know how to choose friend to become your friend better then alone and lonely.

History of my friend for my life.

Kindergarten - Pang Shen

SKWJ - Jackie, Jun Wee, Mandy.

SMK Sek.5,wangsa maju - Katak, Kelly, PF, PS, Munirah N the Geng and some Senior

SMK Seri Saujana - Wan Ling, Jessie, Kah Yan and Chin Ling

TARC SPUS - Vivian....

Basketball - 1 Team of group..

Internet - Nicole, Calvin,Alex ( SHORT XD )

But I found out by my hand, which of the friend can be make a true friend or not. Maybe make some new friend will take some time to become best friend. i wish you is the one of them become my best friend. Thank You for spent time and care about me..

zach + pf + mandy + katak

Smk S5, Wangsa Maju Senior N me ( 2010 )

Event Planner Company Friend

30Hour Famine Buddy

Career Guidance Society ( CGS ) Friend

TARC SPUS Best Friend ( 2009 )

TARC May 2010 Games N Telematch Clash TARian Friend

Pengisahan Kenegaraan 1Malaysia Friend ( Pahlawan Pasir Salak )

This is my story, are you will be my next friend.. 5.53am 13/10/2010

Is that Real ?

2010-10-11T01:43:00.000-07:00

This 9/10 and 10/10 i was join a camp with my society

In this camp, i learn a bit only..

because i feel all the thing i have learn b4.

but i was enjoyed the camp with friend ^^"

even new or old.

This is the T-shirt i design and get it during the camp.

The logo of Urgent Camp i design by myself. so proud of myself.

this is my name tag during my camp

The memory when enjoying game with fun feeling and every second during the camp is make myself very relax compare facing the book during at home.

I wan share with you something, even you wan trust o not. i saw kinda of this thing during my night walk in juggle.

at the 1st, i din trust at all, i just think just a banana left banana tree.. but useless when the voice i hear.. OMG, i start worry.. beside that, i saw other at tree with tergantung and 1 more with red eyes hide behind the tree look to our member and when 12 our member 12 person going down, him come join us and make me count until 25 person even we got 24person only. Dun care it so much. I will trying to 4get it.

Alot activity we have done during this camp but the most funny time is

Chicken Dance -- http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=428568802241

Duck Dance -- http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=428575552241

Gorilla Dance -- http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=428580417241

India Dance --
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=428594092241
Chinese Dance 1 -- http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=428595057241
Chinese Dance 2 -- http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=428596077241
Funny Video ( Only in Malaysia ) --
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=428591532241

My shoe become useless but i gain the memory.

10.10.10

2010-10-08T09:04:00.001-07:00

Actually today i should happy

Maybe without someone

I just wish you won left me alone without care me.

I still remember, you ask me give you time but i very care of you.

Can you spent me some time on me.

Is that really what you said is correct then what i say is wrong.

Why is can happen to me.

I know i just lie myself because i dun1 to lost you.

Finally i need the face the fact but can don hate me anymore

I know before this i did all is stupid

What else love some one, all of this kind way will happen

How many love i can spent anymore.

You not allow me to spent even care you..

Is very hurt me.

Why you did this to me.

But when i alone, i was found out

If i found it, so how ?

Can i use it.

No rite..

Because what i did before this, all useless..

Why you did it to me

My heart aredy pain now more pain.

I just hope you can treat me like last time even we not in relationship anymore

Actually my love on you still in my heart

i will keep it but sometime will runing out from the heart.

This wan i cant control.

Hope you will understand.

Even now, whatever happen

I tell you, i still need your care of me.

Can you did for me, spent me some time

I know i was very selfish. Just for me only

I still remember, when i 1st time treat you on date.

Even now different but i hope you still can treat me like we 1st time for date

I know my love on you, but i will try to control myself.

Pls allow me, is not my fault to loving some one, then wrong and i should blame the love on wrong person. I din wish you to give me other chance even i did it before for you giving other chance. but now i just wish you can give me a time and attention to me.

Even people said me cheap

Maybe say me useless.

There won understand of love.

A loyal love between you and me

When totally falling love with you

Even a hug to me is very give me a big meaning

And can you dont leave me alone.

Promise me ?

From my art work, i would tell you

For Zach

Thank for you care

But i need some1 that very important to me to care me

Now how many people add me, i dun care.

Because my heart are still with you.

I really dunno why.

Can you tell me.

Turning Feeling into Drop of Tears

2010-10-07T01:32:00.001-07:00

This is sincere heart about my feeling and the word I would like to tell you.

Only b4zach can crying for you.

Is time for me to say Good Bye Love feeling.

I dunno what i did is correct or wrong b4 this because that time i very love you

maybe I too selfish better then i lie myself.

I really love you but I din't why you din give me a chance.

now my love turn to died town

is not your fault, is my fault.

i take it by my own hand, i made myself become like this

now i find out, what i did is that i wan and is show my love to you

but now all gone because you no more love me.

now I just wish and hope you still will keep all the thing that i gift you.

make it as your memory.

keep our relationship become last time when you 1st time meet me as friendship , it is because i cant forget our memory. Become friend or best friend is weird for me.

I know, how many times you said to me " STOP it, Efut ", i dun know to listen because i dun1 accept the fact but now i dun1 hide sumore and i need to face the true !! Hope you can understand my meaning. Maybe you will be happy when I write this but if I got problem, i still can find you and you also can did it to me when you had problem. I still can protect you.

Yes, i know i am childish, i got wish you to love me back, but i know is too late. Now i just hope you still care of me even we not in relationship.

When every night i keep and force myself to sleep.

I will remember the memory and re-flash all the movement when together with you.

I just wish, I still can hug you but if you not allow and i wish you still can accompany me when i am alone but if you dislike, i will understand the different between now and before.

I will remember all the memory when together with you will become the history and memory.

Now my life is easy because i still can chat with you. Is time for me let go the sadness memory

Thank You, you have change my life a lot when i look the sky keep changing to different colour in 24hours seem like our relationship.

For a last time i say to you.

Why Lost Feel

2010-10-06T00:07:00.000-07:00

6/10 I dunno what i am doing, i really dunno what should i do ? what is can happen to me, i really cant understand what i did until you did like this to me..

Why you left me

Why you did this to me

Why you din give me a chance

Why you do this for me

Why i still miss you

the fact i very love you

how many sorry, you will forgive me

i cant lie myself.

i won forget our memory when together with you.

Everybody needs inspiration,

Everbody needs a song.

A beautiful melody,

When the night's so long.

Cause there is no guarantee,

That this love is hard.

Yeah when my world is falling apart.

When there's no light to break up the dark,

That's when I look at you.

When the sadness are flooding around me

and I can't find my way home anymore.

You, appear to me every second when i lost you

Just like hurt myself and lie myself

That chance to forgive me,

All I need,

Every breath that I breathe,

Don't you know you're angry of me

Every second i miss of you

How this can happen to me ?

3.24pm

Finally..

2010-10-05T02:49:00.001-07:00

today 5/10, the day is weird.. got sun but rain. i really cant understand what is happen.

maybe this is call our life to treat the earth. maybe today after alot people hit by rain, tomolo will be fever.

today i scary 4.15pm, i have no idea wat will happen but finally is happen, i really cant accept the fact, why you treat me like this, i not selfish but i really cant lie myself. if i doing something make you angry, i am stupid. Look down on me if i did something, why. i din understand, but now myself also look down myself..

i dunno what should i do ?

what way i should move ?

why is can happen on me ?

this is maybe is my last blog.